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All the questions in my mind right now
Do you really love me?
Do I really love you?
What does God want me to do with my life?
What will tomorrow bring?
Why did God letyoucome back into my life?
Am I who God created me to be?
Will I ever be happy?
What does my future hold?
Why can’t I just accept it?
Why do I have so many questions?
♥ 1 Notes / Tue Mar 13th, 2012 ≡ reblog
ive got my heart for all to see
in the open, part of me
its on the line, beating fast
will this thing ever last?
(Source: weheartit.com, via injectedwithinsomnia)
♥ 4 Notes / Tue Mar 13th, 2012 ≡ reblog
What do you do when you don’t know what to do?
You say to just sit tight until you know for sure what to do, to not do anything you might regret, but that’s what I’ve been doing. For over a month. Just sitting here, unhappy with who I am, what I’ve become. I’m not saying he’s changed me, because no one other than myself has the power to alter who I am, but he sure has influenced how I act, think, behave. But that’s not the worst of it. I can deal with being someone I’m not. Heck, I’ve changed so much over the past six years that I’m not even sure who “I” even am anymore. The thing that really gets to me is how I’ve changed spiritually. It’d be one thing to just be distant from God, but it’s a whole other aspect when I’ve disrespected Him. I’ve sinned. I’ve stopped reading His Word. I’ve stopped praying. And most of all, I’ve taken my focus off of Him and put it completely on him. I don’t come to church anymore to grow as a person in Christ - I come to impress him and see him and worship him. But that’s all about to change. It’s time to give it all up to God, the one and only creator, the forgiver of all sins. I want need the amazing grace I had in that first hour I was saved, when I could feel Your embrace and almost hear You whisper, “It’s gonna be okay.” But all of that is about to come. I’m done being distant. I’m done being unhappy. I’m done being scared. What I’m not done with is being hopeful - hopeful to be renewed in Your strength, Your love, Your kindness, and Your grace. This is my time, God, and I’m giving it all to You.
